It's Tuesday , 1 December 2009 .
I reached home at around 11pm .
My body is bugging me to stop staying out late all night and just rest .
And yes i'm resting .
Nothing happened much today .
Woke up at 4pm , then showered .
Went out at around 6pm to Vista .
Slacked with my Vista mates for a while , then headed to 832 at around 8pm .
Blablabala .

And Babyboy , it's been two days since we met each other .
I know , things are better than last time .
But you weren't there when i needed you most .
Do you even know that i got beaten up by my brother ?
Do you even know that i slashed my hands again ?
Wow , what a boyfriend .
YES , WE TALKED ABOUT THIS MATTER BEFORE .
It's always about you , but what about me ?
You know , girls can be so unpredictable .
But to tell you the truth , i dont know if my boyfriend even exist .
I understand if you're busy with work , that's reasonable .
You're tired , and you need a rest .
But a short meet up won't hurt a bit right ?
Come on , we live like a few blocks away .
Haishh , you're hurting me again , indirectly .
But i want to be strong this time .
Nevertheless , i don't know for how long .
I think i've made a mistake .